When there is no light in my heart …
So for me …
Has lost its meaning …
But …
But I finally forgot those eyes eager for knowledge …
Dance the forehead and forget the voice that longs for love …
Jill …
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Jill …
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"(spell) balaerdshi al waweiha …"
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In the darkness around me, I seem to see a glimmer of light. Although it is extremely weak, I know very well that the shining point in front of me is the direction I am going to seek the truth.
How rich the dark light is and how fascinating it is, as if people can taste the food themselves at the critical point of hunger.
And for me, this little light is enough.
It can guide me forward, it can show me the way out of here in the dark.
It is a lighthouse that guides me home and brings me peace and hope.
I didn’t know this polish would appear now. I knew I could find my way back to my home through this polish.
Somehow, I can feel that the light in front of me is constantly calling my name and calling my soul, and this force from the depths of my soul has made me feel uneasy and yearning enough.
Even though I don’t know who is waiting for me behind this bright light, I know where I came from and where I left. I lost my memories and people I care about said there. As I said, I will go there to find my source and explore my sincerity.
But when I’m still far away from the light in front of me, when I haven’t been able to break free from those chains that are locked by darkness, the light in front of me disappears.
It disappeared so suddenly, it was so sudden that it was never seen again before I got rid of the shackles.
After all, it abandoned me, abandoned a person like me, abandoned a soul without guilt.
Even though I help cry and I beg, reality no longer gives me a chance.
But when the light in front of me gradually dimmed and finally the darkness around me merged, I lost my way. Maybe I walked too slowly or my soul was not qualified.
Is it because the crime in front of me is too heavy that my soul is firmly imprisoned by darkness?
Or am I being punished for not doing my duty as a mother and not protecting my baby?
I don’t know about this. I don’t know what my soul can’t be accepted by the other side of reincarnation. I don’t understand why my destiny can’t be taken away by the glory of extradition. I know that in the end, I still can’t be extradited by the light of hope, and I can’t be accepted by the light of faith. Then maybe it’s this fall that leaves me, and it’s that it can never bottom out.
Maybe this is why I should face the world alone!
Suddenly, when I was disheartened, I heard some subtle noises in my ears. Although the darkness in front of me obscured my eyes and made me unable to see anything, I could hear the memories hidden by darkness and chaos from those subtle noises.
That’s my memory, that’s what I used to be, that’s a precious treasure in my heart that I can never give up.
I can hear the thoughts covered by words from the ear memories, and I can also hear the feelings that are remembered from the ear memories, but I really want to touch the memories, but there is her.
Jill …
I will cherish the treasure for the rest of my life, and the only person in my heart.
My daughter …
My child …
I …
Jill! ! !
I know it’s ridiculous for you to sneak along with us all the way. How can you deceive us with your poor performance? But Harris said that it’s time for you to know something, because you will grow up one day, because you will take over the family mission and responsibility from him one day, and it is this noble blood that makes you have to shoulder this heavy burden.
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